You're still with me in my dreams.

Current Mood: Confused & "I told you so".

Well then, I'm confused, as already stated by the mood.
I'm not sure what's going on, he's teasing me again.
I mean, it's not really teasing, it was a joke, but I don't know how he is with his friends.

I liked it, more than anything, because it's like the way it used to be.
The way I love it.
The way I want it.
I just don't know. I want it to continue. And knowing myself, I'll continue to bring stuff up.
My nature, my problem.

History reapeats itself and from personal experience, when something happens with me, it gets stronger each time. Knowing how strong it was in months past, I hope my streak continues to flourish. I guess you could say I'm stupid. On the contrary, I say it's love, but as long as he doesn't realize the exent of all this, the longer I have to stay right where I am, possibly in misery, possibly in hopefulness.

I hope he knows that I was serious when I said, "Don't even tease me, because I would.."
100% serious, babes.

I still love you..

All for now.